6:02 am. I’m sitting in my room
with the usual. Wondering endlessly at what is to come next. Reflecting on what
has come past. Today something came over me. I don’t know what it was, but it
was the first time I ever asked a girl on a date. She’s cute, sweet, and I
didn’t know how to act. It was first time where I didn’t let any knowledge of
her overcome me. I played it by ear and it seemed fine. After prolonged hide
and seek we finally met when I was in the middle of the road. She stopped her
car and I jumped in the back seat (literally) while she accelerated off. Wow…
what an entrance! The night seemed fine. She drove us to a playground in a secluded
park while we sat and talked for a couple of hours. I wanted her to like me,
but I think I let motive hide who I really was. I tried to be cool…smoking weed
and acting really tough (fml)… I hope she didn’t catch on that. It essence it
was a good experience. One in which I wish pays off. =)
